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Tuesday, May 08, 2007
feeling really, really, really down today… dunnoe y but… i totally lost interest in everything… since last nite, i’ve been thinking a lot… a lot of nonsense…
today is juz not de day for me… n i think im starting to change… its… its not de real ‘me’ inside me alrdy, im now a completely different person… managed to cheer up a lil bit today, but everything juz came back naturally…
n wat really pissed me off is my blog… cant go into ‘new post’ at all when others can… dammit… (thx jean le for helping me…)
dun feel like toking alrdy… juz leave me alone, guys… i’ll be fine…
9:30 PM
im alone; im emo;
Monday, May 07, 2007
sibei sad now... my SE in-ear ear phone spoil!!! i left it in my pants den my mum go wash it... dammit!!!
juz done my hwk... which i took bout 3hrs perhaps? de a-maths, i think very long den figure out sia, kill so much of my brain cells.... haiz... feeling very unhappy now... y, y, y?
8:29 PM
im alone; im emo;
din post for de past 2 days so lets start from sat...
SATURDAY: woke up at 7.30 to do hse work b4 i left at 9.50... went to watch spiderman 3 wif cheng yang, mervin, wei shen, wee chong, victor, zhi jie, zi yang n wiley in JP, bought tix for de 12.30 show... den b4 dat went makan n go arcade... den de movie, it ws great man, though quite draggy... de black spiderman was cool, but de new goblin, wah, sibei stylo... de head gear n de skateboard, freaking nice man... den de sandman look like garaa lor, can control sand... lolx... den de best quote from de movie, "i love ur father... like i love u..." lolx, we laughed like siao when it supposed to be serious... den movie finish, went home n chiong my physics... dats bout it...
SUNDAY: ytd went sakae wif my sis n spent $34.50... quite a big hole in my wallet =( nvm lah, treat her once a while ok lah... den came back do hse work until 3+ den chiong physics again, n forgot oso got maths test... quite stressed up n my day was simply no life...
MONDAY (TODAY): morning, my mum made breakfast for me, those kopi-tiam half-cooked eggs n bread, so nice... den SS, dunnoe y miss tan like look quite... distracted... continued our venice chapter n found it very interesting... maybe going for this chapter for prelim... maths, went thru de hwk which i did from friday 10.15pm till staurday 12am... lolx... n lecture again, dis time bcuz should be got test, but jean le over dere argued a lot of things den miss ng pissed off dun wan gif, say tmr den do... phy, moment test... can say i was very well-prepared, cuz I DID MY 10YS!!! n ALL DE QNS R FROM DE 10YS!!! SONG DAH!!! but i din write smth for 1 qn... shouldnt affect much lah, hope can get full marks lor... den continued lesson, in de end no nid stay back, wasted my effort studying de chapter... haiz... n everyone had fun playing wif their left hands, which i still cant get de thing correct... muz do more phy liao... n finally chem, mr lim seemed to be very pissed off today, shouted at james n chong ren n tell them to go out of class, so was derrick n tian jun... but we, de grp of 6-7, very guai, quietly do work n discuss =) after school, eat lunch n came home blogging!!! lolx...
well, overall dis 3 days... had fun n done serious work... i can say my attitude is changing... i think im becoming more serious dis few days, at home, in school... but definitely i'll still bring laughter to my friends... =)
p.s.: jean le... my new com table...
here, new com table... =)
keyboard drawer
working drawer
working drawer + keyboard drawer... cool...
lastly, my mum's DIY table lamp... no CG one... lolx...
3:57 PM
im alone; im emo;
Friday, May 04, 2007
wah today de intensive 4 periods of maths sibei high sia... do de higher derivatives until like mad sai de whole class, esp. de last qn... lolx, it was fun though, seeing de class so gan chiong bcuz of one qn...
it was a great day for me...lots of laughter here n dere, helping de ppl arnd me in maths n getting help from them oso... stressed up together in chem... feel a very strong class spirit though its was juz a short day... after school, hang arnd in school den see alan n mr kat outside staffroom n i go ka jiao... say wat 'eh i oso got buy de SYF showcase ticket leh... i buy bcuz of mr kat'... lolx, den mr kat sian diao u noe, den he laughed n say 'im not even performing plz...' din see mr kat so cheerful b4 lor, realised hes actually a very nice person to joke wif despite his nerdy look... lolx...
today recess sibei sad... all de stalls muz sell 'healthy food' cuz got ang moh inspector checking... den all de vendors tot today everyone got exam, so prepared de amount of food for half-way nia... n indeed all de food sold out quickly, lucky still got a plate of rice, thx to miss ng who gave us early recess... den after recess, assembled in parade sq den mr siah toking bout wearing tie today... very funny dat he wasnt serious at all n we r actually laughing lah... so good lor... tot he would punish us but... totally surprised man...
back to after school, went to LJS, again, for some 'unhealthy food'... lolx... den as usual, joking while eating... den suddenly i saw miss yap wif her bf, i think, holding hands going NTUC... at 1st i tot i see wrongly so jean le, cheng yang n jared went to 'investigate'... n i was rite... lolx... den went home n did a lot of things...
waited for my new com table, or i should say com cabinet cuz it looks more like a cabinet to me, n my parents' king-sized bed... damn big lah! twice de size of mine man! so shiok lor! continue, b4 dat i ran to buy soft drink for de furniture-delivery men b4 they came... den everything done liao den spent arnd 20-30 mins to assemble my com... not i dunnoe how, but muz put de cables properly n neatly, if not they tangle very hard to sort out... den mopped de floor n bought newspaper... came back, hang clothes... tiring day, n my mum scream at me for not studying... bo liao lor...
well overall it was a very great day for me... n i feel very lively now... WEEEE!!! lolx...
9:14 PM
im alone; im emo;
Thursday, May 03, 2007
so pissed off... kena scolded by dat idiot mr koh, yet again... nvm lah, no surprise, wat else can he do during physics? but hes getting lil bit too much time by time... wats new dis time?
"u people here, is either u r stupid, or u r intelligent... blah blah blah... i assume u people r clever ah, so all 17 of u, monday aftr school stay back, i'll test u all bout de new topic, if u cannot answer my qns, dun get anything from me anymore..."
plz lah, mr koh... u r simply being selfish, or i should say, not doing ur part as a teacher... testing us a topic we haven learnt n expect us to anwer ur qns? wat if we test u on smth u dun noe, u quit ur job? wondering wat ur head is containing man, rubbish? or deres a nerve in ur head which haf tied a dead knot? nvm lah, i oso not interested to noe... bias tells it all... period... n 1 more thing, plz dun think i 'll rely on u... deres smth on earth called 'self-study', if u dunnoe...
well, except for physics, de day wasn't too bad... 1st was maths, doing percentage change, pretty easy... den SS, bout venice, very interesting but too much to memorise esp. those weird weird names... english, did a compre halfway... physics, full of bullshit i can say... n CE, about compassion...
conclusion, de day was neither nice nor bad, very average... gonna chiong my hwk liao...
p.s.:
well, dis will be de last time im writing dis... i think im juz a invisible man, but i'll continue to be de shadow who is always behind u, supporting u, caring for u... i shall say dat maybe we r juz 2 person from different worlds... juz wan to thank you for ur concern when i was unwell, which im still not fully recovered, n de times we had fun together... im leaving for de world on my own, n dats wat i haf to say... thank god u finally said out de 1st word to me in dis 2-3 days... it was really tough time i've been thru... (editted at 6.14pm)
3:27 PM
im alone; im emo;
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
feeling so vexed now... hope dat i can juz die now so dat i will not haf any feelings anymore...
10:05 PM
im alone; im emo;
back to normal lessons today... back to original seats too...
it was drizzling while going to school juz now... n de day started wif chem, doing qns on acids, bases n salts... realised dat i totally not good at it, looks like i haf another chem topic to concentrate liao... den maths...
n all de fun came after recess! its was geog n miss ratna let us watch 'de day after tmr', so cool man de movie though i watched b4 liao... few of us were gay-ing arnd, lolx... but never watch finish yet, to be con't on wed... excited... den english, miss lai went thru de common mistakes n de proper method of writing de feature article for de prelim 1, n i did wrongly lor... so disappointed... den after dat we did an exercise on vocab bout horoscope... quite true dat im outgoing n easy-going n frank =)
chinese... din do much, juz going thru our compo for mock paper... did quite badly for 应用文 (13/20) but quite well for my compo (36/50)... so ok ok lor... my 应用文 expected to get dis result one lah, but still not very happy bout it lor... den went to eat at LJS wif zi yang, yang zhi, wei xun, KC, alan, pei jun, darryl, hong da n my godpa, stozer =P sat wif alan, yang zhi n zi yang on a separate table but had a lot more fun, doing a lot of stupid things n toking tonnes of crap...
simply a wonderful day...
p.s.: u seem to be avoiding me today, in school, in LJS, everywhr u see me... i tried to tok to u but... it was really difficult... i simply juz hope dat u'll juz tok to me a lil bit... i'll definitely be very happy if u do so... =) take care...
5:04 PM
im alone; im emo;
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
juz woke up from a nap... =)
a tiring day for me though its a holiday... no, not bcuz i went to watch spiderman, i din watch it at all... but bcuz i did quite an amount of work... i continue my e maths starter pack, folded de clothes, mopped de floor, washed my socks n brought in de dried clothes... finally took a break, or i should say a nap, after showering... so comfortable...
man, my mum's flu medicine is miracle... juz a small red tablet can make me recover so fast... she said her cooleagues eat 1 time den ok liao... i tot it was juz a lie man, but i still tried... though din recover , i felt a lot better... my cough, still not very good, but asked my mum to buy 琵琶膏... hope can rcover as soon as tmr =)
well, gonna resume my revision soon... so perhaps i'll continue ltr? try to lah... =)
p.s.: man, u r sick too... muz take care of urself ok... u said u keep sneezing, dun think its bcuz of flu, is i think of u too much... juz joking... dun worry, u'll be fine very soon, juz take care of urself ok? =)
3:30 PM
im alone; im emo;
fuck... scolded early in de morning... juz now suddenly out of no whr ask me study watever bullshit... den suan me... feeling so fucked up now man...
i juz haf a simple thing to tell u den; juz shut de fuck up dude... hope u can console me right now...
9:13 AM
im alone; im emo;
Monday, April 30, 2007
took a good nap juz now... took panadol b4 i slp, now my flu getting better...
woke up liao den ate my dinner, din eat much, no appetite... after dinner, started to do my e-maths starter pack... din manage to finish 1 paper but did half liao... din noe got expansion pack sia, i tot a-maths nia...
listening to lots of emo songs or love songs... juz to ease my emo-ness, or to worsen it i can say...
forgot to say smth juz now... while waiting for mervin they all, gabrielle n cheryl suddenly came to me playing their teddy n 'm&m chocolate'... lolx... thx for entertaining me juz now =)
p.s.: wat i can do now is juz to think of you... but i find it very meaningful to me... u may think its silly but... dats all i can do now...
9:51 PM
im alone; im emo;
i feel so left out today man... everyoone seems to be ignoring me... is it juz bcuz i'm sick?
today got CL paper... cant believe i did de personal recount for compo, too long din write liao, skills a bit rusty... de compre, wah lao, totally rubbish... cant even understand de 2nd passage man, though i eventually finish de paper...
still dun feel very good now, a bit giddy + headache... my blocked nose is really a nuisance lor, water keep flowing out of my nose, like tap like dat... cough still ok, today paper got 'coughing chior'... so many ppl coughing at de smae time, wow...
well, gonna take a lil nap b4 i revise... so... =) adios...
p.s.: well, thank you for showing ur concern when u came to school today, such like de lyrics of my song "U gave me strength when i was weak"... i really really appreciated it... oso thank you for keeping me accompanied while i was waiting my friends to be released... missing u rite now...
2:59 PM
im alone; im emo;